I feel so down right now I just want to cry.

I feel like my life is so uprooted right now. Everything in my house is a mess. There’s no carpet. Half the floor is finished walls are in the middle of being painted. The basement is full of junk. I feel like my friends are forgetting me. Like nobody cares. I’m sad lonely and depressed. I’m getting my wisdom teeth removed in a week and I’m scared. I have no money.
Hopefully moving will help me sort things out

Thanks for replying to my message. Yu know the beauty of bbm is that I know you read it. If you didn’t want to take my shift say no dont fucking ignore me.

I’m tired, I’m working 13 hours today 9 at the Y and 4 at Joe. I feel like crap.

But I can’t wait to get to work at the Y. It’s the best.
Joe is going to suck but I’m going to the beach tomorrow so i will make it.

What is my life

i told my mom i was feeling sad and “depressed” again

she got ahold of her friend to get the name of a therapist

I still haven’t talked to J about it

i don’t know how to bring it up.