November 2012
5 posts
August 2012
3 posts
I feel so down right now I just want to cry.
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I feel like my life is so uprooted right now. Everything in my house is a mess. There’s no carpet. Half the floor is finished walls are in the middle of being painted. The basement is full of junk. I feel like my friends are forgetting me. Like nobody cares. I’m sad lonely and depressed. I’m getting my wisdom teeth removed in a week and I’m scared. I have no money....
July 2012
1 post
June 2012
5 posts
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Thanks for replying to my message. Yu know the beauty of bbm is that I know you read it. If you didn’t want to take my shift say no dont fucking ignore me.
I’m tired, I’m working 13 hours today 9 at the Y and 4 at Joe. I feel like crap.
But I can’t wait to get to work at the Y. It’s the best.
Joe is going to suck but I’m going to the beach tomorrow so i will make it.
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Sexting in McDonald's
What is my life
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i told my mom i was feeling sad and “depressed” again
she got ahold of her friend to get the name of a therapist
I still haven’t talked to J about it
i don’t know how to bring it up.
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The past 3 days I’ve been exhausted, unmotivated and uninspired. I don’t know what’s going on. All I want to do is sit in bed and sleep or watch movies or go on the computer. I’m not interested in school anymore, I don’t care. I want to isolate myself from everyone. I don’t want to exsist.
I never wanted to feel this way again. Why is it coming back now when...
May 2012
13 posts
Why do all the stupid meaningless things make me upset. I can handle a night on my own. But I’m afraid the loneliness will creep back in.
Since the first day I laid eyes on you, you've...
“If two people love each other there can be no happy end to it.”
– E. Hemmingway (via vampire-renee)
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sshhplease:
Suprisingly my ex stopped speaking...
April 2012
19 posts
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When your crush starts following you so you have...
when your boyfriend follows you so you can’t rant about him…
4 tags
You look so good in blue
Keep quiet. Nothing comes as easy as you. Can I lay in your bed all day. I’ll be your best kept secret and your biggest mistake. The hand behind this pen relives a failure everyday.
my mind keeps going “i’m going to get up and go to the gym!”
“Nope i’m going to stay in bed” “going to go to the bathroom and wash up then go to the gym” “bed is too comfy”
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it's April 25th 2012
I went to the gym on Monday and I’m going again on Friday. next week I’kk go when I’m not working.
I need to do this.
I’m going to look up some streches and some other exercises I can do along with weights, elliptical, bije and tredmill.
I’m sort of excited about this.
I just need to stich to it and not lose sight that this is for the better.
I’ll try...
March 2012
32 posts
